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Post by jliat » Sun Jun 23, 2013 8:33 am

fire wrote:seems like constantly making shit up and then backtracking then making more shit up is the definition.

well James Joyce did much the same - and look where it got him! :chin:

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Post by jliat » Sun Jun 23, 2013 8:37 am

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The Wandering Rocks

Summary

Episode Ten consists of nineteen short views of characters, major and minor, as they make their way around Dublin in the afternoon. Within each subsection, short,
disjunctive paragraphs pop up that depict a simultaneous action in some other part of the city.

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Post by clemon!09. » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:00 am

jliat wrote:
fire wrote:does everyone keep forgetting that clem is a pathological liar?
I don't think he is - "original thinker" perhaps.....
both claims are highly baffling!
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Post by xdugef » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:05 am

clemon!09. wrote:or to try to make someone feel bad for something they've done well.
Who did what well?

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Post by clemon!09. » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:06 am

xdugef wrote:
clemon!09. wrote:or to try to make someone feel bad for something they've done well.
Who did what well?
niall totally cracked being a marine biologist [my last ambition, actually :)]
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Post by clemon!09. » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:10 am

xdugef wrote:
clemon!09. wrote:or to try to make someone feel bad for something they've done well.
Who did what well?
niall totally cracked being a marine biologist [my last ambition, actually :)]
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Post by xdugef » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:13 am

clemon!09. wrote:
xdugef wrote:
clemon!09. wrote:values that are as consensual as those in "imposter syndrome".
Uh... in the case of imposter syndrome it's the individual who is thinking it so it's not a matter of it being consensual.
i would've thought you could understand what i said well enough to write rebuttals by now. what i actually meant is that the values i seem to judge myself by are unusual - not status and achievement.
Yeah sorry I'll probably never beable to reliably translate your ramblings.

But now that you clarified your thoughts but it totally seems if you do value yourself based on your passed achievements. In fact you have been ridiculed endlessly for doing it.
clemon!09. wrote:jliat elsewhere said something about normality... i think that my expressions of self value are somewhat unusual. i take some self worth from e.g. the notion that if things had been different and i hadn't fallen unwell i could've been a success. and i do take quasi delusional sense of worth from the idea that i will be a good poet [that dream will soon be crushed :) !]. i even take some self esteem from the end of my philosophy degree.
This is not normalcy but self delusion.. which is fine until you go on an don about online and despite being made fun of for it continue to go on about it.
clemon!09. wrote:but also i engage in a fair amount of anxious [pseudo] existential rumination. it means that i often believe that all the above values and more are entirely pointless.
It is pointless.. so on that point I agree.
clemon!09. wrote:that does not so much open up a new sphere of self worth, as mean that i value how i value things - almost with an ironic detachment. this is a long winded way of saying that i pretty much like myself, for no substantive reason, and did through a very bad depression. there's nothing i could point to... sometimes i do, but only in passing and not to cheer myself up, just to prove a point - that the question could be answered adequately.long story short - i value myself just because, and it has become habit. i have nothing to prove to anyone [except maybe the trolls on here.

Blah blah.. this forum has become your personal therapy session ..

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Post by xdugef » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:15 am

clemon!09. wrote: my last ambition, actually :)
Oh jesus H cunting christ

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Post by clemon!09. » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:16 am

hardly.

i was saying that i don't get a sense of achievement from past successes, that it functions as a retort to objections i don't take seriously.


edit i guess you could say that i base the idea i'm mildly bright on the past, but one kinda has to, if one is going to think on terms of intelligence [which it probably is best not to].

you're right, i have taken some self esteem from it in the past. i would be more apathetic.
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Post by clemon!09. » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:17 am

xdugef wrote:
clemon!09. wrote: my last ambition, actually :)
Oh jesus H cunting christ
what? it's cute!!

i used to enjoy scuba diving with my dad and thought scientists were all dweebs.
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Post by clemon!09. » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:23 am

xdugef wrote:
clemon!09. wrote: my last ambition, actually :)
Oh jesus H cunting christ
THIS FORUM HAS BECOME YOUR OWN PERSONAL PRAYER BOX


i'd prefer it if we didn't do this today, i'm tired and may have food poisoning.
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Post by Niallllll » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:24 am

clemon!09. wrote:
xdugef wrote:
clemon!09. wrote: my last ambition, actually :)
Oh jesus H cunting christ
what? it's cute!!

i used to enjoy scuba diving with my dad and thought scientists were all dweebs.
Why did you give it up? What did you do BSAC or PADI.... You could take it up again.
As a biologist!

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Post by clemon!09. » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:25 am

Niallllll wrote:
clemon!09. wrote:
xdugef wrote:
clemon!09. wrote: my last ambition, actually :)
Oh jesus H cunting christ
what? it's cute!!

i used to enjoy scuba diving with my dad and thought scientists were all dweebs.
Why did you give it up? What did you do BSAC or PADI.... You could take it up again.
yeah i did padi. i started getting insane headaches, and don't holiday like i used to hehe.
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Post by Laura91 » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:35 am

clemon!09. wrote:THIS FORUM HAS BECOME YOUR OWN PERSONAL PRAYER BOX
Why not your own personal stomp box? Perhaps some cool vintage multi effector?

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Post by clemon!09. » Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:37 am

Laura91 wrote:
clemon!09. wrote:THIS FORUM HAS BECOME YOUR OWN PERSONAL PRAYER BOX
Why not your own personal stomp box? Perhaps some cool vintage multi effector?
*mental image of laurua91 in stomping on Adrian's head*
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